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Thursday, July 30, 2009

I think I've somewhat decoded or deciphered the menstrual cycle that my body adopts. Usually, 1-2 weeks prior to the period itself, my body will experience the onslaught of pre-menstrual syndrome. And no, I'm not talking about the bitchyness that comes with it. I'm talking about physical uncomfortableness (is there such a word?) I will feel so bloated, even first thing in the morning or late at night (like right now). Regardless whether I eat or I don't. But naturally, I'll eat less, or I don't eat at all, but then it gives me gastritis, or worst still, perut masuk angin and I'll get EVEN MORE BLOATED. A big WTF to that, I know. And all that bloatedness and water retention makes me feel sluggish and -_- like that.

Then of course, my boobs will have a life of their own and my mammary glands will probably have some party in there and it'll feel swollen and sore, like a hangover of an after party. And my poor chest, it feels like I have dumbells hanging. And they're not even tiny to begin with, so it's really a pain in the chest. breast. whatever.

And then, closer to my period itself, everything will disappear, I'll feel as free as a bird. Then, bam. Hello period, and hello backaches and cramps. The cramps I can tahan but the backache makes me feel worse than my 75 year old grandfather. I'll feel bedridden and useless. But lucky for me, these aren't consistent nor are they persistent. But the pre-menstrual symptoms have been the way they are for so many months already.

Ok i'm sleepy. Goodnight.

PS, I saw a really hot hot heat boy today. Clad in nothing but a simple outfit but somehow i was so drawn to how he looked. Something about him that said clean, fresh, handsome, suci. Hahahaha. I wonder what his mom did to give birth to such a sex god. And fyi, he was walking with his mum. Unless he's a foreigner and that was his housekeeper. (because we were in town)

PS, Liy, I love the MAC blusher! =D

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